What is your twin flame story?

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Didn't put any thought into it,

He even asked for my advise to move on like I had

Hello,hope y'all doin good, i came to Quora to share my strange story , a very weird one , a story when luck smiled at me ,maybe u will enjoy it , let's begin,have fun... A year ago ,I was a real porn addicted(btw I was 18) ,but never had sex before, I don't have a gf I didn't try to find one even ,always thinking to go to find a sex worker but then I just don't , everyday watching different bodies getting fucked and everyday enjoying. One day, I was watching porn, a big ass lady with big boobs ,just after seeing her the image of my female cousin poped in my mind, (let's introduce her : she's 35 years old , very big ass , nice boobs ,not very big but nice,always wearing tight clothes , she's divorced ) and I thought of me fucking her ,I never had sexual desires for her but now I do days went by and when I met her I was so horny ,I couldn't stay with the family cz my penis was clearly erected , I realized this is my first time I get horny for one of my family ,it not illegal in my country.well to make a long story short( if u want details just text me I will tell u 😊),I decided to give her signs that I want to fuck her,finally I decided to have sex and with my cousin , I thought it is the best beggining for me, i started touching her when I came across her in a narrow place , make her feel my hard cock when we hug , I thought it will hard and I will be ashamed but no , I felt nothing and she said nothing , probably she thought it was by mistake,anyways, I decided then to talk with her about sex, waited for her to be alone in a room and talk with her, I confessed everything about me watching porn and addicted..etc,she said it's normal and u are growing up and u must have sex,well at that time I was like whaaat????? Well I didn't control myself and asked her for sex ( horny like I Ve never been before) she said that she will think Abt it ,2 weeka went by then she called me ,telling that she reserved a room in a hotel and we meet tonight ,we met,and bruuhh, sex is great , I mean, I had to find a pirstitue ,what I was waiting for to have such a feeling ????, I will never forget that night, I started kissing her she was kissing hard ,she misses sex so bad , she sucked my dick and swallowed my semen ,I felt I'm in a dream , then when fucked ,her ass was very big and the anus was open ,didn't struggle to get my hard cock inside it , she was obviously missing sex , she was shouting ,fuck me yh fuck me , I go fast after every word until I cum , we did that 3 times , then we went to her pussy , using condoms I fucked her so hard the moans were higher , everything was perfect ,in the end I asked her to lick her body , licked pussy ,ass, boobs,then she sucked my cock until we sleeped ,all I know that she was dirty ,well before even having sex with her I knew she is an open minded woman , and a woman that looks that she donesnt know anything , but she knows everything, but never expected having sex with her ,well she was horny and that helped...but no one of us regretted that sex ever.. We still have sex from time to time ,and I started having sex with sex workers , joining threesomes..etc If u want pics of her text me.

I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!

There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him

He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense

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I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,

We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,

I will always love you.

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Live long !!

I know you've accepted this love .

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He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again

I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me

It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).

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I wish you nothing but the very best

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U understand who we are in your own way

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It's like my blood pressure was high

I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside

He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,

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I too looked for ways to make him jealous

Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,

I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….

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I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢

He too loved me ,there was no second guessing

He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth

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My body temperature unbalanced

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For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.

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This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life

I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing

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I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings

This was emotional damage n it was draining….

Didn't know he'd call/text again n also

Still,it didn't work.

He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.

He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.

He questioned why I loved him,

You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance

This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,

To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,

Then came Tuesday,Doubled

Like a wild fire spreading fast

He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain

Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.

I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,

We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side

Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,

When you're loved right, you bloom!

Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!

Well,

The panic was real,

He started to talk more n more about his wife,

That I was a beautiful woman

The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.

That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt

( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )

N though, you might not know about tfs,

To my surprise,

Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.

He made sure I didn't lack anything ,

I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them

I felt beautiful inside n out

You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile

He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,

It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost

Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.

When he realized who he was,

( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)

It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.

At this moment,

His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast

None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…

We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.

The replacement was my lookalike

It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,

I never lost words to say to him

But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.

It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,

But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,

NOW,

He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”

Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else

Everything had gone.

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I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,

Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,

It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting

N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing

It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice

He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,

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( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)

Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything

Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀

Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.

Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally

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May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger

We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,

You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,

He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.

What I saw in him ,

I have no regrets 😊 😊

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He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them

My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.

A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,

It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.

It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.

It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.

I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.

We became each other's focus project and aim.

It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently

When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,

Forever n ever n ever!

N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.

I know u been through your fair share of tribulations

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Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime

I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly

SO,

My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,

Love n light.

He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .

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It was in my happiest era

Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!

Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,

We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.

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I don't even know how to explain it,

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Blessings

Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.

I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;

This was happening fast

He complained about me messing up his life ,

From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!

Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly

You will be thankful grateful n changed.

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From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.

I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…

We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.

When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.

But now,